For almost as long as I can remember, I've always liked wearing women's clothing, especially gloves. I can remember very distinctly that my neighbor's mom wore those stretchy Isotoner gloves in the winter and I used to love hanging around their house after school, just so I could hopefully catch sight of her coming home from work. As an extra bonus, she would wear this super sexy smelling perfume, too (and she was a hottie!
)The very first time I masturbated to orgasm was actually after I stole a pair of her gloves (yes, I feel shame for that even still...) and took them home and locked myself in the bathroom. I didn't know what I was doing, but I knew what I was doing felt really good...until it felt *REALLY* good.
From there, it kind of snowballed. I used to steal pairs of my mom's pantyhose and wear them with her leotards when I was alone in the house. I love the feel of tight, shiny spandex against my body and I used to dress up and just look at my body in the mirror and run my hands over the fabric.
I then moved on to buying teeny, tiny leather skirts and tight dresses that barely covered my ass. Of course, pairing them with the most wicked fuck-me heels I could find and long satin gloves. I always thought I had nice legs and loved how they looked in black, sheer pantyhose and, when I paired that with shiny black elbow gloves, I wouldn't be able to control myself for very long.
It's funny thinking back to then. I used to keep my hair pretty long (it was the style!
) and people would *always* mistake me for a girl. I never thought I overtly acted feminine when I wasn't dressed, but I guess I gave off some female vibe that people picked up on. One time, some guy actually came up to me on the street and hit on me! That was pretty weird.I used to have this great party dress that fit me perfectly. It was tight black with long nylon sleeves. I used to wear that with hot pink tights and a pair of short hot pink gloves. I really wish I took pictures of myself back then. That was a hot outfit!
But, shame, and a weird relationship with someone who didn't approve of my hobby, led me to stop dressing for a long time. I kind of missed it every now and then, but I'd tell myself that it was better that way and that I was doing the right thing.
But, now, I am working on finding myself again and trying to live my life how I feel I should, not how someone else feels I should. And, I'm finding myself drawn back into dressing up again! I'm spending way too much time and money on Amazon right now, but I'm feeling happy and content!
I just got my new pair of KILLER heels. And, I do mean KILLER! I love love love these shoes!
And, I got a new pair of leather gloves, too! I really like them, but kind of wish they were unlined instead of lined because I think they make my hands look fat
I'm making sure I take some pics and videos this time around.
